Reflection of a former DC

This past week marked the end of my terms as DC. I held the office for 4+ years (Feb 2008 - June 2012). My membership in the CAM mirrors my term in office and it is difficult to think what it will be like not serving as the DC. While I feel that it is incredibly important for members to participate and hold offices or volunteer as assistance, I need to take some time away to let some of my built up frustration wear off. I feel I have developed a love/hate relationship with the CAM (or MES as it is now). I have met many friends and acquaintances over the past 4 years, and developed many wonderful memories. I feel that it is difficult for me to enjoy many of the things that I find great about the organization.

1. World Wide Story
• I am fascinated by the concept of a global dynamic story being told by thousands of players world wide. I find though it difficult to keep up with what is going on and there seems to be a lack of consistent "news" being spread in regards to in game events.
2. Meeting new people
• With the exception of local people my attempts to get involved with the broader game has been difficult due to my own fear and anxiety with talking to and meeting new people.
3. Charity Support
• One of the biggest things I was drawn to was the charity aspect of the organization. But many times it feels that the charity aspect is downplayed and tolerated by many members. It seems that we far too often forget that it is important to give back not just to the org, but the communities we live in.

I find that I want to take some time off from my involvement with the nitty gritty of things, but still feel passionate about the game and supporting its growth.  I hope to spend the time until chronicle reset learning and focusing on developing strong characters for the next story.